Saturday, April 03, 2010

Present Moment

Maybe because I'm not living in the present moment that i'm feeling awful
I dont know what that is but it isnt pleasant
I have never felt alone more alone than before
Maybe I'm wrong
When I think about the past
It's very painful and it drags me away from the present
I need to be dragged back here

Loneliness

I'm feeling all alone now
Life is but a shame for me
I dont know what to do
It has pushed me to a brim I can no longer hide no more

The sadness and emptiness I feel is real
The loneliness is real

I hear birds chirping but I feel nothing but sadness

This is all but a fantasy