Thursday, July 22, 2010

In a Drunken state

I feel you are draining away my worries
When I come to you
My thoughts comes rushing out
from the keypad that I have with me

No wonder

It's just a matter of time
Time as to how fast my heart & soul wants to react to this

In truth, they say

There is no time

Time is created by men
then what are men?
What are human beings?

I come home tipsy and I feel depressed
over the same issue

I feel like I'm only a call away
I feel this is the greatest excuse

But I'll regret it
If I do it

Like how i did it the last time
drunk and crying

My heart
What would you like
Must i grant every single thing that you say

Am i fit for the role i play?
I feel incapable unable to make mistakes
one day away and query about my job come in

What would i like?

I think i look down upon myself

I don't know what I want in me

I am taking a course in Le Cordon Bleu
Yes, i will.
It's my intent.
My intent is to take a patisserie course

Somehow or rather I feel happy in it.

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