Saturday, November 07, 2009

The way love works

I don't understand the way this works
I'm disapointed time and time again
I don't feel the special love that I see in Disney movies happening

I don't trust men.
I feel they would leave me after knowing me.
What comes about this?
Getting to know me would be quite empty isn't it?

Why am I afraid of going on dates?
What do I fear?
I don't know

I have lost all faith.

I have lost faith in the Love I thought would happen

I have lost faith in myself

Now
I don't wanna tell myself this is good
I don't wanna encourage myself

I have lost faith in men