Realised I have kept myself away with the excuse of you in mind.
I have totally made u as my excuse in my social gatherings.
How cruel have i kept myself away from the rest
And suffered ignorantly, joyously, painfully, excruciatingly for the sake of hope
my dreams
Are you my dream-person?
Ive been making use of you
When you no longer exist in my life
I could tell
from the current smile in your pictures
Why so fake jean
You know you can do it
It is a matter of trust and letting go
