The way love works

I don't understand the way this works

I'm disapointed time and time again

I don't feel the special love that I see in Disney movies happening

I don't trust men.

I feel they would leave me after knowing me.

What comes about this?

Getting to know me would be quite empty isn't it?

Why am I afraid of going on dates?

What do I fear?

I don't know

I have lost all faith.

I have lost faith in the Love I thought would happen

I have lost faith in myself

Now

I don't wanna tell myself this is good

I don't wanna encourage myself

I have lost faith in men