I'm guilty of making people upset
Today I'm guilty of losing proper relationships
Today
I'm guilty of becoming who i am
Today
I'm guilty of all things that i think would make me good
Today
It's the 12th April 2009. I'm at Canvass. Had a row with my sister over delaying time.
I brought up the past. chided her for delaying time that i cancelled my massage.
Upset with myself for going down with her to art friend which i know that i will be late
for
know that my time is delayed know that my day is wasted
Today
I'm very upset
Why
Why do i go if i knew this will happen
did i jinx it
Why
Is this a matter at all
Why will she cry and why must i be upset
Why??
I don't know why
But i don't want this no more
I don't know why
But my life is in a constant spiral
not necessarily up
and not necessarily down
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