Dear Jeanette,

You miss Tay. and it's alright you don't want any of this anymore.

Now, tell me how you feel.

I feel upset, dissapointed, hurt, awful, angry, spiteful, revengeful, and used.

why? the times he calls me for seems like he wanted to get away from boredom, at the same time, i feel like he likes me. i feel like he wants me but doesn't want me.
i feel he wants me but not the distance and the crying. the way to be friends. but how do i want it to be.
iwant to release each and every negative emotions.
Dear Tay,

don't call me anymore. i don't want any part of this anymore. the reason being that i feel for you so much i feel sad. i don't knwo the end. there is a greater end. and u seem to just want to be friends. so i'm looking for love. and in you, i often mislead myself in finding love in you.

i have a hard time letting go of you and it's funny funny how we came about and now it was u that wanted the end. now i' gotta let go too. but telling you my true feelings. each time you call each time you message, i feel something for you. But rather, the same is not reciprocated back. and i ache everytime this happens. this comes out of nowhere for you, but i'm feeling this for the longest time. it's time i tell you how i feel. For i want to release these that has been holding on for so long.

it's making me uncomfortable. and i just want you to know i feel the most for you. and i dunno about you. I'm moving to another level. I'm moving off. ive deleted you on facebook and msn. dont' call me, u don't have to.