Him

Whom do i think of when i feel helpless.
I feel that he could comfort me and be by my side.

I wished for him to hear me. I wished he would know how i am feeliong.

I'm sorry for hurts and abuse. I'm sorry for being skeptical.
I wished for forgiveness. I wished you can understand.

I wished i could be stronger, to slowly erase you from my mind.
Jeanette, I wished i can be a wholesome person.

To be at peace with things around me.



I hope that the troubles i'm dealing now.. would come to an end soon.

I hope to find happiness and love.

Rachael Yamagata

I'm fine. I'm releasing my anger. my emotions....


I'm a wonderful being. A beautful being.


I'm better than ok.

U are who u are

How do i come to terms with myself.

I love myself. My inner turmoil.

it's interesting how life works.

I can get over the past. I'm brave.

I'll be a wonderful beautiful woman.

I am...

Lovely Lovely, u are enough.

Listen to you. Open....


Corroding crumbling down the barricades.
am i so afraid of exposure..?

i am open, I am sincere.

A veil wrapped around me. Clean, soft, secure..

when the rest melts. i look into you.

would you please

It's funny this song came up on my mind.. the night we broke up.

and all i could do was replaying the song in my head.

I guess i was so determined.

Jeanette Jeanette, u'll find friendship and love.

I'm fine. I'm fine.

I'm better than ok.

I'll find a way to see you again
I'll find a way to see you again

I used to think that anything I'd do
Wouldn't matter at all anyway
But now I find that when it comes to you
I'm the winner of cards I can't play
Wait for me, wait for me
Darling, I need you desperately, desperately here

And I'll find a way to see you again
And I'll find a way to see you again

The rain is like an orchestra to me
Little gifts from above meant to say
Girl, you falling at his feet
Isn't lovely or stunning today
Wait with me, wait with me
I'm alive when you're here with me, here with me, stay

And I'll find a way to see you again
And I'll find a way to see you again

Why do the street lamps die
When you're passing by
Like a hand that won't stay on my shoulder tonight
If you held me close, would you laugh it away
Would you dare the glance that I steal to stay

And I'll find a way to see you again
Yes, I'll find a way to see you again
I'll find a way, a way, a way to see you again
I'll find a way, a way, a way to see you again
I'll find a way, a way, a way to see you again
The rain will bring, the rain will bring, the rain will bring, bring, bring me down
The rain will bring, the rain will bring, the rain will bring, bring, bring me down
The rain will bring, the rain will bring, the rain will bring, bring, bring me down