25th Oct 2007.

Without this environment i'm in..

I think i may take longer than usual to feel more stable.
Though i feel upset about what i saw today.

Well, relax and try to focus on your life you're in now.

Missing you

It's taking a while for me to forget you.
I understand i can't erase the memories.
maybe someday, the pain will turn to fondness.


When you've found someone new
i guess we have to stop contacting.
This pain i don't want to go through.


What happens if we come back together?
what happens...
it's the same.
the same for me. the same for you
resistance
hurt
reluctance.

how do we live through this without pain
love is painful.

EZ

Only save,
try to find another way,
I’m taking what I gave to you again.
Some new day I could understand your face,
you could even hold my hand if you would like to.
It came up unexpected,
I had to follow through
and it’s hard when you were working like you do.
It was easy when you were younger,
you can put it back together,
it was there if you ever wanted it
but you closed the door and said goodbye for good.
So this is a mistake,
try to find a better way,
you were never fond of anything I said.
Can we begin again?
Save it for another friend,
I was happy in my life I won’t pretend,
every time you were expecting to reach out and forgive this,
I was hardened by the look upon your face,
it was easy when you were younger,
you can put it back together,
it was there if you ever wanted it,
but you closed the door and said goodbye for good,
for good…
you were easy