For someone to hear me

A yearning
to scream out my thoughts
to demand all to hear
to hear without resistance
to hear without rejection

for once
i want all to listen
to listen to me
to what i have to say

for i've been hiding
these sacred words
too many atimes

i wish for peace
peace within me to find my inner contentment

to live without resistance
but to walk with determination

A dying Heart

It is aching renewal.

Times when we see our worlds together
the memories that i cherished
the world is now lost
to fall for someone like you
so far and distant now
it used to be so far yet so near

now it's a one way track that we can never turn back

for a long while
i wished it hadnt happened
for long while
i denied myself

it's now been for a long while
yet i still grieve about that night
even though it's been brought up that it has ended

so death is the only option
the option for my heart
to stay dead for now