Look at me

I"m not a very attractive girl.
i can be quite insecure.
look at me, i'm adorable.
but my thoughts are wild and rampant.

don't let me pull you down.

Look at me. i feel closeness. i want to hold you tight and longer.

if dreams are real then my world is beautiful
because i dreamt of you as my man.

Reading back my posts

I realised i tense up easily
i worry alot maybe sometimes for nothing
maybe that's just me.
i think alot
i should calm down and take things easy.

of course
hoping, wishing for a marriage will not give u a good feeling.
because u are insecure
and ur inner self is telling it will not work out if u want to be married for that reason
to feel secure

why would u want to marry tay?
when he's just 21 and not completed his studies?
Is there a reason?
to not feel abandoned..to feel safe?
to not undergo trauma.. are u afraid?
not that u will undergo the trauma.

but have no fear

things with you are fine the way it is.

i love how he would hold me nad hug me.
love how he would hold me close to kiss me on the forehead.

Marry me

why did you say that you don't think we'll get married?

why? why? i feel like you are thinking too much

u put a stop to our relantionshop a chance to blossom into something better u killed my hopes

u said something that killed my dreams i hate u i dont understand why u said that

should i ask my sister why did u think it's not possible your words affected me so much i hate why you said it u are so mean

tay did u love me why don't u think u





i feel we might not

i'm scared i feel we will we will live happily together i feel good with you u make me feel great i feel very good the words people say i just listen with a pinch of salt



i hope u'll understand my thoughts i hope u do