Today 26th May 2007

wonder how fear takes us through phrases of our life

confronting my fears is a fear of itself
looking deep into my complexities i feel refreshed.

open, vulnerable but unsually courageous.
to admit to my deeds and doings are hard to face.

I hope with practice i'll learn.

i see myself
am i a bystander?
am i an observer?

or am i healing me..
i learn from my past emotions.. and i handle it with exceeding raw truth..
raw truth of what my mind calls evilness or kindness.. or harmful thoughts... wahh??

what am i saying..

at this computer again

drain drain drain my thoughts away...

let it be cleansed and may i revive

openess to fate

is this the process am i'm putting through?

alot to think thoughts to think...

may i hear a calling.