My thoughts

"Will i see you again?"

What happens if we do what will we do when we meet
When you wanted a break. it's over.
It's unfair to say that you wanted it, since i'd initiated the topic.

I'll have to find my way. a break.
a change is always good. it's always for a reason.

Untargeted vulneribility
I wanted to be open. But i gave no limit to my boundaries.
I'm open yet closed to my authentic self.

Seeing things the way people do. Do i have a Pillar to fall back on?

Myself. I'm accepting myself more each day.

I want to feel accepted and loved.

My poor childhood memories gives me unstability and lack of support in times of difficulties.

Teach and love myself better.



I hope to give my sister a sense of security.

But i don't. Not because i don't want to. But i have my issues..

Issues with her in my bad childhood memories. Issues with me not loving myself, because i feel confined. issues with not being who i truly am in front of others.

Calmness, serenity and contentment.