In one, In One.

Long Distance.

It's getting increasingly common. Danny's Friend Gip, really did mention about a wedding dress.
Maybe they were kidding.
So..to that topic. Marriage.

Fearful to say but wanting it so much.

Marriage of the souls. was it what i wanted??
I hoped you'll love me
i just want to feel wanted. and loved.

i want to feel secure.
I feel people will leave me.
i feel feelings might change.
I feel love is not forever.
i feel scared about dying hearts.

i feel unwanted and confused.

i feel people find others eventually.
i like to test them.
i feel sad and scared.
i am scared and sad.

i feel sorry. I feel so sad.

so sad right now.

Tay i wished you were here with me.

i wish it never had to end.


i wish i was more careful with your heart.

i wished i had loved you more.

i wished upi had come back for me. i wished to be the same again.

Yet i wished you be brave and happy.

I wish you can feel good with me and not confined.

i feel that i need not need you.

i want to be brave and strong and self-suffiecient.

i hope for the best outcome today.. tommorrow...

i pray for you.