Another Day Starts

To live without you.

yesterday i saw your message to me. you wanted us to have another chance.

i can't bring myself to love you again. I can't bring myself to be a stronger person. not now.

I have to hear myself out first. I have to listen and start finding things to do.

Life takes a turn. But this turn was a momentarily stop. where we stop and reflect. Do i want this?

i can. I know. I know i love him. I know that we can make it if we want...

BUT IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP.


So i guess, i'll look for my own inner happiness. To keep me fulfilled.

Don't Blame you for breaking up.
But disappointed that you mentally put an end to this.

Do you really want this?

You told me you are going to find someone else in the future, and this was going to end..

So was it a chance that you want this for awhile, only to break up later?

As said before, you and i are searching for different things in this relationship.

But you and i, loved each other.

This love, how will it sustain. What kind of love?

Are you taking another shot.. because you can't bear to lose me? as a friend, a companion?

Or someone to be part of your life?

I wonder. It's my first and his first..

Now, i start to believe that the fact that he's still young, he needs to explore.