18.09.07

Talking to Tay yesterday was a good decision i would say.
The best part was that i told him about me reading his emails. And about things i saw on the email.

Let me break it into good and bad parts.

First the bad parts.
1. we couldnt come to a conclusion yet
2. We know we can look for somebody, which may happen over the next 3 months.
3.Then we wont meet again
4. i talked about me being rejected twice. once when i was pregnant, 2nd, when he broke up with me in BKK.
5. I did not turn out as strong as i could be.
6. We are still friends.


Now the Good Parts.
1. We are still friends.
2. We still have some hope about later.
3. He mentioned i was one of his important people in his life.
4. He said i was very attractive.
5. He told me that the girl liked him and nothing happened between then and now.
6. He said the break-up was on impulse.
7. He was very honest.
8. I told him i've read his emails.