Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The dream i had

I feel like i'm trapping him and holding on to what 's not mine.

To something unique and because it was what people wanted. I felt that i captured him so as to show that i was with this bird that acutally wants freedom.

He so happened to crash into my premise.
When he wanted to fly away, i held him back. thinking it would be nice if i could capture a moment with this rare and fantastic opportunity.

But he wanted to move, he wanted to fly away.. and i hadnt thought about it. In my mind, it was for fun and it would not hurt a little if i've gotten my camera.

So i locked him in a box while i got my camera. I had to insert the batt into the cam, and at that time, i was being clumsy. The poor sparrow was screaming for help... i panicked but finally go the darn camera working... i rushed up to see the sparrow.

i was anxious and almost could not rememeber where i placed it... And then i saw his legs. It was then that i began to worry that it could be dying.. I gingerly opened the door.. hoping for the best and at the same time, not wanting the bird to get away, I saw it, still there..

And i said to myself, okay i'm gonna snap a few pictures and it'll be over.. But the camera wouldnt snap! the snap button was jammed and i tried so hard to snap it, only the flash was glaring. it was glaring at the poor bird.. then i think it took 1 pic of us.

I wanted to be sure the pic was taken properly and so i tried very hard to take another......


Then i woke up.

Can someone tell me what this is.

i feel this is Tay and I. Tay, who so happened to have met me on his last night here...

it's already hurting to write further..

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