Too-tight-a-schedule

I think i'm having too much things going on in my life
and i would have a break-down soon.
the reason why i'm like this, i figured out while walking back home from the day job at the clinic is, that i don't love myself enough? or that i'm impatient for things to take its course?

For now, focusing on my jobs and tasks becomes challenging. for they happen at the same time in a week.

i love everything but somethings really need more attention than the others.. example, my mental health and reflections. i do think that i'm escaping from my inner realm, maybe i'm not facing up to what i am and can do. Or maybe i'm too anxious to find out the end.

I read in several self-help books...gosh i'm having a mental bloack, what was i about to type? erm. yes, the process to your goal is far more fruitful than the end results.

i have the time to myself and i will have to appreciate it. and not spent on things that is not quite important now.