random things start
what do i say hmm when will i write proerly
now i'm stubborn> self-reflection hmmmm yes no?
wonder can it be yea or no?

lalallala so much things to do i'm glad i've sorted out the accounts
worried
sooo worrriiieidd yikes

yikjessss find the pill!! yesssss

cest le vie cest la looo.... i'm glad i'm upset do i need theraypy
i get these daily roller coaster thoughts and it never ends till something drastic happens...


let's write what do i want o say to him?

hi tay,
how's the weather? is it good? no note like this abit formal don't you think?
hi tay
how have you been. evrythings ok for you?
you know lately i don't know how to continue waiting> it's a long wait> are you waiting for something?

you know tay, do u love me and accept my faults. you know tay i've been very worng to you and... no not unfaithful.

do you want to marry me? do you do you? is it a long wait? i wonder what we'll be fine.

what have your plans been abt us? I"m thinking of moving over to work. i've been thinking of staying thailand to work. so if this ends it ends lah???