like this like this

if i have been unstable in the relationship then i must be wrong

what do i have to do to sustain this?

this needs maintenance

am i very worried

the trouble of my soul

have i come to my senses?

Is this the way to it

wonder if they are other options

why don't we take a step down from it and lead lives more carefree

you've done all you could you've put in all

and now i'm worried if u'll still do

now it's time to let it go.... all the memories

can i let this go

my heart is still beating

maybe we should take a step down

let this be the last time we meet

and we'll see in a few years

let bangkok be our meeting place

let zouk be where we fall in love

i dont' love you
i dont' how to

i try my might

i can't love you like you do


so much to feel
so little to say
all i can say and put to words
are in my own accounts

you can't see it
i wish you could
i wish you'd see how i loved you

i wish i knew you better
i wish i know how you feel
i wish you to be for the better
i wish you love me forever and ever
like in fairy tales
then i can give my heart all to you

don't cheat on me
be faithful

i will be faithful
be strong, i wished

my love
you 've showed me how to care
you showed me love
i never got from otherss
you showed me who i am
and who you can be
you showed me how strong love is
you are beautiful

i love you

say you

the journey of understanding

leads me nowhere


far far

come back

back

i hope to hold you

call call

i hope u'd call

dreams dreams

i hope to see you

love love

it's you i think of

longing longing

the endless longings

feel feel

i feel ur soul

life life

the way it is

i love myself

how do i learn to understand what goes around

the people around me are giving me shit

my sis is at it once again

she dargssss

my whole day taken up

"i should have" is not an excuse




when should i leave?

should i leave?

the world

alot of times i think of suicides

that i will not take this longer

my body wants to rest

god

my soul is weak

will leave

the world

someday