a long one

I feel unsure and if he is the right one for me
He's the first, and sometimes i wonder if it's just my imagination that i love him so deeply
because we are so alike
there are a number of times when we are both silent and feels awkard for both of us
we are too similar in certain times but i hope we can get pass this stage
that we live with this silence but i'm sure we motivate each other in different ways

now i just hope the distance will be good for us to grow but not grow apart
everyday i worry about how we might turn up and it just doesn't help much in the relationshop
evryday is like an episode, waiting for the end to come.

I'll focus on the essential that is my studies and my surronding emvrionment

This Love, we can't judge it's too far. and i can't predict even though i would like to knwo the outcome. no one would know.

what is this topic about again? my mind shoots random thoughts and i hope to clear this out

There are ups and downs in life. there will be very bad times. and when that happens pick yourself up and no use getting stuck in the moment for too long. But when you are at your lowest, there's no way but up again.

You can't hope for smooth road. that happens in fairty tales. you learn from mistakes and accept what you have aim for the highest you could achieve...