Ponder

Yoohoo, U there? The book affected me so much.

I thought about my relationship a long time. i wonder if you'll wait for me, if i'll be with you.

I see how couples are together. i deny myself from this happiness of feeling your warmth. Like the book, the man yearn for his girlfriend's warmth, the woman stays insane in the hospital. He can't see her, just like how she can't do the same.


how do i live with this understanding. how do i understand that the rest of my relationships would be this way.


how will i understand that things will never belong to an individual. it's never owned.



Until i see that, i can't bring myself to love right with no withholding.

It's sad. i cant' see ya .

How did we begin. and why was is so intense............. was it love? Did my mind go right?

Do i love u? Is there much love between us?



My mind will be questioning these till i get the answer for myself...