ifs. the ?

today i'll try to write about my feelings
what do i feel trapped between my fears and my love

somehow i want to be there for him

but i don't know how too

should i call him daily and ask him how he is

should i text him and say i miss you

should i tell you my fears of us ?

what if u get turned off?

what if u lose interest?

what ifss.

several what ifs.

must i love u ?
can u tell me

have i hurt you?

am i nonchalent?

Is my behaviour unneccessary?

will i? shall i?

i miss u.


come here.

love me once more.

call me.

kiss me.

and miss me.

i think of you often, you've come into my life. made it brighter, better. your voice your texts
it soothes i must have fallen for you.

now it seems u leave a trace in my room
your scent it lingers on

till the day you come
till the day you love me
i miss you.