Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

The Stars say . . .

Asking for what you want can be a touchy proposition,

but according to the stars, there's really no time like the present.

All you need to do is give a little consideration to how, exactly, you'll phrase your request. Pointing out what's in it for them is never a bad tactic, so be ready to offer something in return. If you approach this with awareness and care, luck will definitely be on your side.

Ask away...

And so, i asked the CEO for the staffs' Dec salary, including mine, which was still pending,
with consideration to how, exactly, i phrased my request.

"it'll come after January. " he replied straightly.
"How do you expect the company to pay with no funds? "

darn..

Be-With-Me

I really like this movie.
I've watched it again and again, it touched me.
Not much dialogue were used, yet i felt so much.

it was Simple, Beautiful, Moving.


http://www.zhaowei.com/bewithme.html


p/s: Hope u'll like it pam. Maisy didnt manage to sit through the show thou! betcha miss Sg after this.

Enter

Im counting down.

Kinda nervous.

A little excited.

Anticipating.

3.

2.

1.



the new year that is.

hurt

when shall i come to senses
that the one you love isn't me

when is the day
when truth is a step from realisation

when shall you see
that the one i love is you?



when shall love conquer?




no, it doesn't conquer
when it involves you & me

i am sad
forget me

I'm liking you more each day.
You grow in me, you know that?

Love

I like how love is lost and re-kindled

I like how 2 worlds collide

I like how hope never loses

and happiness lives.

at large

i have loads to say.



To those who have nothing going on, like me.

say something.

it's there, but u'll have to dig it.


I may seem emotional, in my writings.

Truth is, once it's out of my system,

these feelings bother me no more.

M&Ms

When your heart keeps shedding
till you reach the point
it's so raw
it's soft

it hurts when you touch
but it's real
And it's when you feel so vulnerable

Why

Bonds Tied.

By chance of fate.



Unmaintained.

by lack of attention.

tears.

with no repairs.

breaks.

with regrets.





Death.
with a lingering longingness.

orange-peel

hmmm..


Orange : A subtle mix of sweetness & sourness
Peel : A progression to the inner feelings





Juicy.