Thursday, December 08, 2005

You, my temporary addiction...

oh. guess who's down for a little vacation? to take on Queen of the house again?? yes! Pebbles!

hugs and kisses

the day passes quickly. tom comes in 8. everyday's different, yet when night falls, i feel the same. dazed & silent.

i was awaken last night to the sounds of Biyah's alarm. lying on the new blue sofa bed, placed at the balcony. i realised my short break stretched to one long nap. it was 5 in the morning. my comforter was spread on me. the fan was switched on. Mummy had apparently tried to wake me from slumberland. must have been a failed attempt.
I struggled my dazed mind out of the comfy position and lugged my comforter as i walked up the stairs. then, washed my face and headed back to sleep in the room.

that moment, when i first opened my eyes, only to find me lying alone on the sofa, i felt a urging sense of having someone with me. it dawned upon me how one sometimes feel depressed when away from their loved ones. this feeling i never understood till now.

As a child seemingly void of showing affections, escaping touches and avoiding kisses, i have began yearning for these, and i guess it's healthier this way.

tom begans in 8, and yawnn.. good night lady.