the mundanity of me

I do feel like sleeping.. have been subconsciously alive the past months.

AWAKE!!
i badly want some spice right now!

sooon lady.

laughter..the best antidote. it was the best Dinner & dance i had. With this, i dread foreseeing how my future life in accting firms are going to be.

Theme:"Shall we Dance?".
Location: Swissotel Raffles.
On the Menu: gorgeous looking hosts; one charismatic, one with legs i'll die for. jaw-dropping outfits.hot hot HOT salsa moves.
Guaranteed: a night of entertainment with bags of amusement

i'll be leavin this year.
i'll miss the people, the fun, the gossips.
a blend of high society good-lookers.fab gays.fashion-minded ah-lians.

i'm going to miss them. as much as it interrupts my schedule, i cant bear to leave the ppl. ah the carefree life of a beauty consultant..

makes my current career path soo less boring.

I think i would want to go into the
entertainment industry.into a creative position. into something artistic.

Forever indulging in this is no sin. it's a blessing.

Maybe i'll leave next year..

Now. i think i need to get myself out of this hole.....

A good sleep. one that i'll wake up and things becomes clear..oh so clear

my precious one

i wouldnt know how to introduce

cause she is more than just that
she is someone i hold so dearly to my heart

i woke up this morning
thinking of words spoken
and words left unspoken

i would like her to know i love her
i still do

i'd like her to know i'll cheer her when she's sadly sighing
i'd like her to know hope will see her through
i'd like her to know distance is just a measure of space
i'd like her to know in the nights that so hurt, i'll always be there
i'd like her to know i'll wipe her tears however much
i'd like her to know fairy tales are made with her in mind

i'd like her to know the playground now feels empty
i'd like her to know bus rides are now less enjoyable
i'd like her to know cheese cakes dont taste fantastic anymore

i'd like her to know i'll still love her as much

i'd like her to know her smile brighten the saddest souls
i'd like her to know her words calm and heal pain ( at least mine)
i'd like her to know she means the world to me

Dearest one.
i never knew we'll be apart
and i never knew it'll be long
i never knew we might never be the same
but i know i still love you
i still do.