Easy.. on hope

It’s easier to say I’m ok
It’s easier to say I didn’t hope for anything
It’s easier to say I never wished for anything in the first place

Then it’ll save me from all the heart-break
Then I’ll be deceiving myself
That’ll be much worse

My space
Your space

To say I’ve given up hoping
Is not true
It makes things seemed it has never taken place

Can you Listen to me? You may just get what you want.

what a day.

i felt childish.

not that u dont understand me. making a conversation is hard.

yeah...

i feel like a kid.

Do u find what i dont see in me?


hurts like ten thousand needles
getting into you never gets into me
i try to understand
u always sheer away
drivin up in full force
leaves my heart weak & exhausted

i try to see the way u see
it just gets harder
harder

I am hard to you
I am cold to you
U make me feel so far
U make me feel so young
U make me want to go
U make me unsettled

I'll try till
my heart swells
my heart breaks
my love diminished

The Vibratory Secret of Manifestation

I think, therefore i feel.
I feel, therefore i vibrate.
I vibrate, therefore i attract.


Positive thoughts!

Dun lose track!

Dear silly me..

I missed my stop today and had to walk 20min back to take the bus home.
I was dazing.. i saw my stop, but for that moment.
i didnt see where i was going.

i cursed and swear.
i pissed on myself so many times bcuz of not focusing on the present.

Dear one!
Stay FOCUS!

Thank you.

Ya yA

Yayoi Kusama holds her exhibition here!
The livng, breathing, maniac artist from japan!

Exciting.

I'm getting addicted to insanity.

Sunday Morning

Never been harder
This time, this moment
I'll pull myself up.

Thinking of the past makes me feel worse
Never thought it would happen

I have to pull myself up.
Expectations are in vain.
i'm waiting...

Constant flow of dragginess
It makes sense to leave,
but yet, it doesnt.

what shall i do from here?