Saturday, September 17, 2005

Blueberry Muffins

I consider breakfast as my daily indulgence,
a crucial ingredient to kick start my day.

POST breakfast cereals was what i had today

Blueberry Morning
(Inspired by the taste of home-baked blueberry almond muffins)

Mmmmmm, the taste lingers in my mouth.

cRrunch! softened flakes..
i taste: blueberries, maple syrup, whiff of cinnamon, brown sugar, almonds, oats clusters..

SlurRp...! chilled soya milk...



I'm in heaven..

My ideal BK meal

Freshly made pancakes, drizzled with maple syrup, topped with melted butter. Brathwrust sausages...grilled, fluffy scrambled eggs, sprinkled with salt & pepper, hash, Ripe juicy juicy tomatoes... toast, jam & marmalade!

Finished with freshly squeezed juice

O Jamie Oliver, If I have my hearts' desire...

& have it served daily

I'll be committing a deadly sin!

Friday, September 16, 2005

Today.

My heart skipped a beat.

I love someone.
But i'm not sure
whether i'm loved the same way.

It's been long.
It's been wrong.
and all i have to do is ask.
..I'll know.

I feel it.
But i'm not sure.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Start the engine.


coLours


LIFE is wonderful....

see, hear, touch, taste, smell
love.dreams.passion.chocolate.nature.




I'm a happy woman today.





Wednesday, September 14, 2005

You give me Love Love Love Love Crazy Love!

I don't love you anymore.

How is it possible?
How can one say you don't love a person you said you will forever?

Did it happen in one moment?

Men are selfish?
They wake to realise they dont want to do this anymore?
They find that there is no return in what you give?
Have they been living in foolish thoughts?

Is Love two-way?
can it be one?

It seems like the one you loved has always treated you this way.
You saw it and accepted it. maybe not.
You loved her more in hope of something.
You loved her in turn for her to love you back.
Meanwhile,
it has been the same for her part.
She accepts your tenderness. your sacrifices. your temper.
and throws hers at you too.
Because she knows you will be there.

You loved her once.
But now,
You woke up to your reality.
and start giving up on that hope.

You dont love her anymore?
It's a harsh sentence to be used.
It became her bad this happened.
Where in fact.
You only came to realisation.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Quixotic. Sappy.

Excessively emotional. Subjectively emotional.

Bad? Good?

The stars says this about me.

This only happens when i numb my sensitiveness with addictions, or when i choose to be with a rigid, judgemental, defensive and realist mate.

Do i happen to read this only when i'm feeling this way?
Do i pick this phrase only when it strikes at what i am feeling?

I feel different everyday. every hour.