PMS

I realise i lose feelings easily.
I wonder where they go to.

This morning i felt i hated someone.
I felt i could be mean.
I felt i'll be disciplined enough to control being seen or heard.

But then,
me got into me,
and as usual,
played a game which rules i didn't master.


I lost, of course.


I'll have to know where this emotion is leading me too.


Control your emotions, or have no control over it?

Control.
as in suppress?