Emotions

I wonder:

how a girl's education look like in the eyes of a hirer

technically speaking, i have only till high school

how does today's society look upon me?








suddenly, it dawned upon me that i have nothing

and i have been deceiving myself for the past 6 years

that i have been different,

that i chose a path not many are brave to step into



now








i see myself as a helpless girl

whose ambitions,

crashed

by deceived hopes, lies, false reality..




i take each step too slow



am i wasted?


where am i now?







is it worth looking deep?

i am currently zero.